Kartini Day

Today, my country celebrates of what we called as Kartini Day. It's such a woman independence day and the woman who struggled to make the women had a same right with men, was Kartini. So, that's why, we called today as Kartini Day.

As far as I remembered, back then when I was in my school days, when the Kartini day came, we had a flag ceremony in which the inspector of the ceremony (?) and others who had a duty in that ceremony were women and they should wear kebaya.

However, in Kartini Day, I never wear kabaya because I wasn't the chosen one who had a duty in doing the ceremony 😜

I'm just an ordinary girl after all, ever since my pre-school days, I never wore kebaya in Kartini day.

But....
This morning when I went to the campus, I saw many little girls and boys had a carnival for celebrating Kartini Day.
They were wearing traditional clothes and were totally cute 💗. I was glad seeing them all dressed like that.

It always makes me remember on how big my country is and I'm really proud of that. Thus, I should give my gratitude to Kartini because without her, I think I cannot go to school until this far, or even go blogging :)

I know this post is quite short, but all I want to say is "Happy Kartini Day, my beautiful fellas" :)

Tired

Aaaaa.... it's almost midnight and I still cannot sleep.
Recently, I've been thinking about everything waaaay too much, and it makes me frustrated.

I've been thinking about my assignments in this semester which always make my brain going to explode.

I've been thinking about my future dreams but mostly I'm questioning to myself... "what are you going to do in the future? ", "do you still wanna be a teacher? a writer?", "do you still wanna have a chance to study in foreign countries?"..... and that kind of questions keep spinning around in my head for almost every day :(

I've been thinking about graduation too. You know, as the time goes by, my highschool friends, one by one, start to graduate from their study, and I start to get panicked.
I'm glad that they are graduating from their study, but at the same time I also feel kinda sad, because I feel that I'm left behind. The reason is, of course, because I take a new major in the university after I have a year enrolled to my previous major.
So, this year, while most of my friends already worked with their thesis (they are in their 4th year at the university), I still stuck in the 3rd year. Everyday, I always ask to myself, "Can I make it only in 3,5 years?" I really really want to graduate in 3,5 year. I hope Allah would listen to my prayers :"))))

Soo yeah, that's some thoughts which make me feel so tired recently (I still have many thoughts that I haven't written in this post TBH :p)
But for now, I think that's enough... :)
I hope everything would be okay