Burden

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There are days when the burden of having study at college is too much. And yes, I have those days too.

I think the burden feeling in my heart’s growing bigger and bigger everyday, every now and then. And I really hate this feelings, I feel so sad right now. I’m in a bad mood.

Why? Yeah...That’s because a simple reason. I have a problem with my lecturer. But, I’m not so sure to call it as a “problem”.

Well…my name in daily absence class was scratched by her (4 times, and she just came to the class 3 times like she promised before). So sad, I was absence yesterday and the day before because I was getting sick. Yes, ma’am I was SICK. I’m not lying, I know Ma’am you’re trying to be professional, but can’t you just tolerate it this once?

Know what ma’am? If I was able to choose, I don’t want to get sick. And if I’m not in a real sickness, I will be able to attend to your class. Yeah, yesterday (until today) I still suffering from my illness, but I’m sad. You can’t tolerate or accept my sick leave letter.

I gave you all of my respect before, but until I hear you said that being sick is not an excuse to not go to college. I was totally disappointed ma’am. I’m so sorry about this Ma’am.
Yeah, you’re my lecturer after all. And all the rules are in your hands, I couldn’t protest. :''')

I wish I was still allowed to take the final exam, since my presence was dropped more than 3 times.

Soooo… I should be able to lift this burden on my shoulders alone. Huhuhu *sniffs*